Thank you helen, and other things. Today, on valentines day, I realize the better things in life. I’m no longer depressed and I guess I can truly start my road to recovery with certainty. Being there to see Jeremy lin hit that shot was pretty sweet too. I still miss you, and empirically, you’re better than 99% of the things in my life, but all the other wonderful things that I have going for me put together is too good to just take for granted.  Simply, we have no business with each other in the present. I’m starting to accept that.